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To cross or not to cross. Or to tread cautiously along the line? Left or right? What's on the other end? Is it worth risking? What are the other people doing? Are they crossing as well? Should I follow? Or should I dare to be different? Can I?

Am I good enough? Do I have what it takes?

I fumble, I stumble. But I guess that's life isn't it. Not afraid of falling down. Not afraid of getting hurt.

Dear God, I thank You for friends, my earthly guardian angels. I thank You for speaking to me through them, for Your gentle reminder. Thanks for reminding it's ok to make mistakes. “And don't be afraid to make mistakes. You're still learning."

So what if I do fall down? And get hurt.

You get up. And just. keep. walking.

Having faith that there is sunshine at the end of it. 

And having faith that when you look back, you'll be able to smile as you see how the dots connect.